Friday, September 25, 2015

Turning 40: Sensual Goddess

Apparently, Facebook has determined that my name defined is sensual goddess. I laugh. I know what my name stands for and it is NOT that; nor is my sexual behavior any way near that notion. Manipulative, maybe, but you will soon find out my attitude toward bedroom shenanigans.

First, and foremost, this is my personal experience and not everyone's is the same. Reaching 40, I realized that I am very comfortable with my sexuality. I may not be totally happy with how I look naked or in certain clothes, but when the lights are dim, those feelings go out the window. It's time to be selfish and feel great! I wish I were like this in my younger years, so confident and comfortable in my own skin but I guess it's part of trial and error.

Basically, college life is where you really party. I'm not sure how in the world I partied until 5am and maintained my part time job and school work. No clue. I have to say I had FUN. Lots and lots of FUN from this continent to Europe and back. I'm surprised I'm still able to function as I do. Occasionally, my neurons pop and I forget where I am at, or forget what I was going to say, and I attribute it to my 20s. During that time, Madonna was breaking rules and there were movies like Basic Instinct to tantalize our imagination.

Now there's 50 Shades of Gray and Magic Mike. Blah. I get it for those that never had a wild youth or limited experimentation into the "dark" side. Thinking about Shades exhausts me. I am in no mood to be submissive. Nope. Not going to happen.

I guess I have been pretty fortunate that I was never coaxed into doing something I didn't want to. Maybe it was my very verbal stance on certain areas of intimacy. I really didn't have a partner that pushed the subject on let's say, anal sex. I made it loud and clear, "You want to have anal sex? Sure! I will just whip out this dildo and you can bend over." Silence. Oh well.

Then, there's good ol' menage a trois. Me with Daniel Craig and Henry Cavill. Heaven. Or how about the male members of the Avengers or better yet that program the Vikings! Holy cow would that be fun!! Oh...did I disappoint you? You had another idea? Hmmm. Sorry dude, not interested in women. Never have been.

I have been approached by the same gender in the past with comments like, "once you try it with me, you will never go back." Ugh. Blah. I like tall, brawny men. Let's just leave it there.

Yeah, I'm a sensual goddess alright!

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